So tonight I’ve really sat down and started my course properly. The thing about studying after many years of regret, is that you have to face the part of you that was hurt.
I’ve found that this course is more than just a qualification. It’s part therapy, part life saver. Today I realised that the work I’ve done is all part of who I’m becoming.
Reading through the material, I can see that I’ve grown but I can grow more. This is one of the hardest things I’ve ever done.
So how do I feel, in awe of what I’m doing. I know that I need to take this leap of faith.
Tonight I’m feeling more human. I can and I will be the best I can.