I find this time of year quite hard, mainly because my feelings are heightened. I think it’s the dark evenings. I still struggle with social gatherings. This legacy of my past is hard to get out of, it’s like I’m having to tell myself that everything will be ok. My mind almost certainly tell me the opposite, even with the therapy it’s hard.
However I’ve been so lucky with the friends I have, that seem to know and are there for me. It’s amazing sometimes how they just know. Even when I’m at my lowest, they can always make me smile.
As 2015 comes to an end and I look forward to another year. Hopefully next year I can continue to move in the right direction.
What it holds I don’t know. But I look forward to it…