Every time I look at a newspaper or the news, the top headline is about abuse. It’s so triggering. It brings me back to that moment when he did it. The moment he messed with me.
What with all the celebrity cases and everything else within different parts of society. I’m surprised I’m even sane. There have been moments over the last week where I thought that maybe Robin Williams had found the best way out.
It seems I’ve got to fight the system once again. I hate feeling this way but I do. I feel I’ve failed everyone by not being as strong as I thought I was.
I’m really struggling to keep myself from imploding, the pressure sometimes is so bad.
I’m so triggered.