Over the last few months I’ve made so much progress. Now, I seem to be slipping back. The pain in my heart is burning.
I wish I could just have the courage to share this with those who see me everyday, those who I spend most of my life with. It is so frustrating. How to I tell them, how I feel.
I know how much they care but I can’t respond to them. I am aware that others around me know that there’s something wrong. I need to just be open and honest with all them. Maybe this is the challenge I’m after. To finally be able to say I am a survivor.