Today I’ve struggled to deal with dark thoughts. Thoughts that I know if I let them take hold will destroy me.
I think I must try and look to happier times. Times when I was free from these bonds.
I think the press coverage is quite triggering and having to share with an outsider last week put some pressure on me.
I am trying my hardest to keep positive but I’m struggling so hard. Vie found myself using those old masks again.