I now realise that I need to look after myself. After having to withdraw from the play, I realise I’ve been hiding by working and just keeping too busy. After doing 54 hours two weeks ago and the play my body was on the verge of collapse.
I wasn’t sleeping and not eating properly so I felt sick most of the time. It is a lesson I have learned the hard way. Too much work and not enough rest is a recipe for disaster.
After the best sequence of sleep in over two years I can feel my batteries recharging. Which is good as my sense of fun is returning as well.
I can now see a brighter future now.