I am really hating my depression ( and before anyone says snap out of it, I can’t).i wish I could. Angry at the affect its having on the play I’m in.
I am now asking why me again. I just can’t settle my mind before rehearsal. Which means I’m forgetting my lines and getting frustrated by the physical issues that depression brings.
I just want to scream. Two weeks to the play and I am wondering if I’m cut out for this. I know I can do this but I wish the depression would just go away.