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What next

I don’t know what I’ll do next. I sometime think I’d be better off just running and running. After the highs of last week I seem so far away.

Nightmares have returned with a vengeance. The doubts about whether I can ever recover. I have had to put the masks back on.

How do I move on from here. There seems to more to come. More of what happened maybe. I just don’t know.

I wish I could hold my younger self and reassure him that all will be ok. But not at the moment. I must move on but I can’t.


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