After the last few weeks I seem to have reined in my emotions. I think I was trying to take too much on.
What with work and the Facebook group I think I just took on more than I should’ve. I tried to be there for all and almost ended up with nothing.
It was as though I thought I could take on the whole world. I am now realising that to deal with my own shit I tried to deal with others. Didn’t work left me worn out and angry.
Have counselling booked for next week so I can see if I can get on top of things.
Sometimes it’s easier to ask for help rather than fail. I feel now more at ease with the decisions I’ve made in regard of my healing.
I seem to be moving in the right direction again.