I feel that I’m standing still. At the moment it seem that healing has stopped or felling like I’m in reverse.
After all the progress of the last few months I feel that I’m failing now. I don’t know what the remedy is but I’m feeling as bad as I was a year ago.
I’ve come so far I don’t want to go back there. It’s as though I’m sabotaging my own healing.
Why can’t I stop doing this to my self.