As I move though the different stages of healing I find myself wanting more and more. I know how painfully shy I am. This is now starting to be a barrier to my healing. As I find myself wanting more time with different people. Two weeks ago I joined an AmDram group. I see this as a way to meet people.
The one part of my life that is a real struggle is my spiritual life. I seem to be growing away from the catholic faith. I have started to rebel against the faith that supported me. Maybe I just need a break from worrying about what others think. I want have my own choice.