My life at the moment seem to be nothing but anxiety. Two days in to my new life I feel isolated and lonely. After two and a half years living in community I now find my self in a vulnerable place. I’m back at work so I at least have some contact with other people. In considering spending some time with the community so I can keep in touch. As I write this I wish things had been different.
I’ve also had loads of flashbacks. And very little sleep. I really need sleep if I’m to function. I just want to cry.