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Dealing with a poison. (Anger)

I am about to start dealing with many years of bottled up anger.

I think this is harder than deal with the trauma of my abuse. I am affraid of what I’m going to find.

This is a big milestone for me. I know that I have to deal with it. To m ove on and to put this behind me is going to be a struggle.

I may have a smile on my face most of the time but just under the surface there is intense anger. Not all of it is to do with the abuse.

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