I am about to start dealing with many years of bottled up anger.
I think this is harder than deal with the trauma of my abuse. I am affraid of what I’m going to find.
This is a big milestone for me. I know that I have to deal with it. To m ove on and to put this behind me is going to be a struggle.
I may have a smile on my face most of the time but just under the surface there is intense anger. Not all of it is to do with the abuse.