Someone once said to grow we have to experience some pain. Over the last 18 months I’ve done a lot of growing. That equates to a lot of pain. Some of this has been bearable and some not.
I now think that I have caused some people to grow as well. I know I’ve given my fare share of pain to others. I find myself trying to focus on the future. But I struggle to do this as my pain is so rooted in my past.
I am trying to take things one small step at a time. Not easy if your a impatient as me. I always want it yesterday. This growth is a challenge as I don’t know where it’s leading me. I still need to get my brain in gear before I get my mouth working.
I continue to grow and heal. I know a year ago I was in such a bad way I couldn’t see the light at the end of the tunnel.
I now ask myself what next. To be honest I don’t know.
